Muddy Fly - R_evolution (2004)

Liquid shadow

Liquid shadows in the dark, light a candle
Demons drinking acid rain, dance with angels
Freezing winds blow in the ears, of a stranger
Satan smiling gets the key, of the heaven
He’s outrageous, Contagious, Too furious, he’s too faithful

Hide the scars, find all you want to know
Stay awake, wait until Satan comes
Kill the pain, smile at something you don’t know
Teach me how to drown and I will never burn

Wolves running down the mountains
Dead men walking in a black dress
Wake up children it’s time to leave here
Outrageous, contagioust, too faithful

Fake

Another day inside of
Thousand leaves of stone
Pages full of wisdom
There's no time to adore you

Don't they ask you ?.....

The sun is too dark to see
The crawling scars show what is real
Another world is going to bear
The nothing comes to set us free

Another day out of mind
Cryptic signs drive us mad
The silent voice of mute men
They don't have time to adore you

They don't have time to adore you
They don't have time to adore you
Don't they ask you ?...

Come back another day amongst the sad men
Don't try to hide the hate against the faceless
Don't try to run away they'll always be there
Cry if you want to prey here nothing is safe

Your Justice

You tell me what to do
You tell me what to say
You’re happy with your rules
You’re happy with your hate…fuck

The bombs you drop are true
The children cry instead
They play war games ‘cause you
You killed their innocence

But I ask what you do
I ask you what you fake
I’m not happy with your rules
I’m not happy with your hate
I just want to be myself…

But if you just want to ignore me be aware ‘cause I’m not dead
I hate the shit that you are trowing
‘cause I’m so hateful…the screaming voice inside my head

The world is just so sad
A puppet in your hands
Big cars and big tv
But I don’t give a shit
About what you say
About what you do
Don’t try to be my friend
Don’t try to hide the truth
I just want to be myself …

But if you just want to ignore me be aware ‘cause I’m not dead
I hate the shit that you are trowing
‘cause I’m so hateful…the screaming voice inside my head

Kill me brother
It’s too late to say I’m sorry
In my name you killed the justice
From you mouth comes out the bad shit
Do it not in my name…not in my name…not in my name..not in my…

But if you just want to ignore me be aware ‘cause I’m not dead
And with the shit that you are trowing I just want you to suffocate
So teach me how to kill myself
If I can’t be free I’d feel better dead

Crawl away

Someone says that the end is near my baby
But this doesn’t mean fuck to me
Deaf and blind to understand the meaning
So i will stay here alone…
Choices always were a problem for me
Like an unknown game that i’ve never played
So I’m here buried in my ownself pity
I’m here buried in my ownself pity

I crawl away..waiting
For the new day..I’m waiting
I shed no tears..creeping
I shed no

Everything that I’ve lost in these wasted years
Wasn’t really special at all
I’m not interested in all what you find amusing
So I will stay here at home…
There are days that it seems that it’s getting better
Then I feel like a shit the day after
Because my mood changes like the weather
My mood changes like the weather

I crawl away..waiting
For the new day..I’m waiting
I shed no tears..i’ll drown in my tears

Like water

Laying my head on your legs waiting for the new day
I watch a candle burn this air I watch the shade
The world outside this room is wasting,killing and crying
I used to be sad for all this but now I’ve changed my mind

‘cause I’m alone it’s true
I’m alone I drift out to
To a place I don’t belong
A secret way

This air is heavy and dirty but I breath from your mouth
If your skin burns in flames of passion I’ll be your fire
If you are thirsty you can drink me until I get dry
my blood is your wine my veins scream for a dose of your smile

You’re moist like the water
Today I will swim in
Today I will swim in the water
Today today I drink from your fountain
Please stay like a fish in the water
Don’t drift away

Cold as fire

Let the stone roll in your head
The thoughts are going faster
Drink this dark sea full of waves
The waves that bring the darkness
In the sky the clouds are grey
The rain will last forever
When it’s cold don’t be afraid…for what I say

Love the hate and hate the fate
The fear’s about to leave soon
At that time you’ll be released
Released from what you think true
Nevermind if you are sad
Another day will come and
Will protect you from the shame..for what I say
..to your fucking brain

Last breath

I’m talking about the rain inside...I feel now
There’s something that tastes bad in my mouth...it kills me
The last one and then I’ll change my life...believe me
I promise but maybe I’ll change my mind...forgive me
I don’t want to be like...you

You never you never go away...leave me alone
You bring me you bring me to my knees...am I wrong
You’d better you’d better fake the day..when I’m gone
You never....

There’s something that never fades away...in my head
It’s the people and the candles on my face..they bruise me
Tomorrow will be another day...believe me
Tomorrow the same shit as today...forgive me
I don’t want to be like...you

Please don’t leave it’s too hard to breath
It rains on me and on your faces
Your faces in my head
My head cries while you’re smiling
Your sad smiles make me bad
I don’t want to hear your good words
I don’t want to feel ashamed
I just want to feel free from you
I just want to breath the air
Another air

Deep inside

I wanna try to say
No matter if you wait
I just want to be late
No matter if you hate
I wanna ride the wave
I wanna fade away
I wanna try to say…I’m crazy

I don’t kill another day I don’t care about what you say…I wanna fly away

I wanna fly in the space
No matter if you hate
I just want to be late
No matter if you wait
I wanna ride the wave
I wanna fade away
I wanna try to say…I’m crazy

I will kill another day I will kill another

everything is turning
Everyone is burning
I don’t give a fucking shit
I will try forever I will cry but never
I don’t give a fucking shit
Everything is drowning everyone is crawling
I don’t give a fucking

In my mind

Too cold the water
Watching the bay I take a bath I feel so strong and
My soul is quiet like the waves that bring the darkness
Sometimes my mind flies away it takes me higher
I’m purifing my small self

And you help me save myself from what I am
I don’t want to think about the same old shit that waits me there
I just want to force my mind to take time

Healthy
When I’m so fine even my soul does not seem dirty
I look like a cloud in the sky when it’s windy
Sometimes the doors of a new world open just for me
Into a place I’ve never seen
Water
Too blind the day to take a bath I don’t feel strong and
My soul’s not quiet like the waves that bring the darkness
I don’t feel like flying away I’m going under
I don’t purify my small self is it getting better?

Help me save myself from what I am
I don’t want to think about the same old shit that waits me there
I just want to feel free from the chains tangled around my hands
I just want to force my mind to take time

Smoke

All alone in town
I watch the lights go down,
Nothing is safe but
I feel so free and proud,
Before the midnight
I’m gonna waste my mind
The cold creeps inside
The thoughts are hot and bright

People wait for
Something that never comes
They feel so empty
They feel so insicure
I take a breath now
I smoke my mind away
I don’t ask myself how
How can I still be here

Twisting turning drowning in myself
If the world collapsed
I would be thankful for the fear I chased
Because tonight i’m so okay

I’ve lost the faith for
All the things that you pray
I seem so strange now
I don’t care if you hate me
I will drink tonight
Until the sun will raise
The blood becomes wine
The veins will burn in flames

Muddy Fly - boredom (2001) ^

My spleen

You say there’s something strange now
There’s something wrong now
There’s something bad
I hate, I hate myself
You, you hate yourself
We, we feel the pain

Let me cry I’m so afraid

You say you say tomorrow
We’ll feel the sorrow
We’ll hold the pain
Sometimes, sometimes I hate the life
Sometimes I feel like, feel like dying

Help me if u can

Liver

One more trip and I’ll be gone but I don’t want to live forever
Broken bottles on the wall empty bottles for my liver
I don’t want to save the world I just want to feel better
Stomach aches but I don’t care stomach aches but i’m still screaming

There’s too much poison in my veins

Shadows crawling on the wall shadows burning like a candle
Turns my head I hit the floor I fly so high I fly like a feather

Helpless

We wait wasting our time
Don’t brake the silence in our mind

The sun will never shine over this sick world and i’m trying to make rid of it
Rain is falling down like tears of sadness our sadness is your happyness

We chase monsters in our head
Don’t ask ‘cause you won’t understand

Stoned

The clouds cover the sky, there’s no more time to fly
I’ve nothing left to say tonight
I walk down the street and people look at me they’ve nothing left to see tonight
The fog covers the moon I wander to the spoon oh damn I’m really lost tonight

It’s a matter of my life

The summer days are gone, the winter’s at the door
The cold’s inside my soul tonight
The fog covers the moon I wander to the spoon oh damn I’m really lost tonight

It’s a matter of my life, I’m crawling,
you raped now I’m falling down again

Meteora

Falene su di noi
Lucciole spente ormai
Il fango coprirà
La pioggia laverà
Tutti i pensieri tuoi
Ed i rimorsi miei
Meteora arriverà
La vena canterà

Chi sono non lo so
Turbini dentro me
Confusamente già
Io tremo l’aldilà
Ma un giorno lo saprò
Un giorno scoprirò
Chi ero e come mai
E' tutto perso ormai

Sento freddo ora che io so chi sei

Come on

What the hell i’m trying to tell u
What the fuck i try to explain u
What the hell i try to cry for
What the fuck I try to die for

I’m living like a bird in a cage
I’m living like u used to live

I can here voices in my head
They scream so strongly they’re so bad
The voices want to show the way
The voices scream but I won’t prey
No fuck u i won’t prey

Shame

Father you don’t understand me
Mother u see me as a child
Teacher u give me bad marks
Sister u think I am a dull

But when i turn around and i feel so down
When I look at the sky and I seem to fly
When i look at the stars and I like to burn the heaven

I used to hear words that I never heard and told again
I used to dream of living life without chains ‘round my neck
I used to love the sun but now the rain is drowning all my shame

Feelings I don’t have no more
Bad thing bad things in my life
Living I’m living like a dog
You see me that I’m wrong

Unreleased tracks ^

When I come

Won’t u hear me now
Stay here shut your mouth
Every night I watch u burn

Breath in then breath out
Touch me lay here down

Every night i watch u burn in my dreams I feel u
Every night i watch u burn in my dreams I need u
Every night i watch u burn in my dreams I feed u
Every night i watch u burn in my dreams I kill u

Can’t you feel my bites
Stay here close your eyes
Every night i watch you burn

Come in light this fire
Drink me until I dry

In niente

Sognando soli che non sorgeranno mai
Scrivendo frasi che poi non ricordo mai
Non sento niente solo vuoto dentro me
Confusamente sento freddo dentro

Io non so se tu lo sai che nel buio affogherei
Bevo sopra gli anni miei

Fuochi spenti i miei occhi sono ormai
Vuoti immensi che riempire io vorrei
Vedo gente che prega quello che non c’è
Non credo in niente sono spento dentro

Io non so se tu lo sai che nel buio lo farei
Bere sopra gli anni miei
Io non so se è tutto ok non ti chiedi come mai
Sento che io volerei lo sai lo sai lo sai

E sento che lo farei
Sento che io ti farei